girlfiend

A few days ago I went to log in to my breastfeeding website and found I was locked out. I feared that I had been fired for not posting for months. I tried to log in to the food site and found I was locked out of that one too. My name had been removed from all of the posts and I was no longer listed as the author. I did a quick google search and found nothing, but a search on Twitter came up with a tweet about 451press going under. A day later there was more information. Some people had even received official emails about the network closing. I had not. So it’s a good news/bad news kind of thing. I’m out $50 a month, but at least I wasn’t fired.

My plan, once I’m able to force myself through this dry spell, is to put the assorted breastfeeding and cooking posts back here where they used to be. There’s someone who gets to this site using my meatloaf recipe as a bookmark, and I still get several hits a week for Lidia’s Eggplant and Country Bread Lasagna. Great recipe. Cook it when it’s not so hot using all of your fresh garden tomatoes for the marinara. I also have a giveaway for an alcohol test strip kit for breastmilk.

I don’t what I’m going to do about the small income. It wasn’t much, but it did fund all of the outrageously expensive phthalate, paraben, sodium lauryl/laureth sulfate, PABA, formaldehyde, Polyethylene glycol, Octyl methoxycinnamate, and oxybenzone (among others) free soaps and sunscreens for the children. I’d add ads here, but I don’t think I’d make any money.

In other news I still can’t drink. Well, to be fair, I haven’t tried to drink since last Thursday when four sips of wine made me violently ill and I think I may wait a few more days to try again. I am bitter and I fear people are starting to think I am pregnant. I am not pregnant.